haihz...why is my life so full of this kinda shit...
I want to be positive,like who cares if they hate me i still live my life as usual.
But I'm still a bloody emotional human being, it somehow affects my life...
especially if that person stays under the same roof with you...uh huh!! ? difficult right?(not my family lar)
Why they hate me?
because i'm yong sui ar(means bloody idiotic fugly face)??
or just simply because i didn't try hard enough to be the way they want me to be?
It's just really pathetic finding people do not like the why i am...
sometimes i just feel like want to cry out hard when i heard that they hate me or dislike me( i think i did one or twice)
I just hate me , myself and nothing else but myself right now....
Feel freaking emo...EMO!!!!!
It's so not me, so fragile so useless....
Depression is on his way to pick my up soon....
My self-estem is breaking down....I'm loosing my ground
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