Xmas Eve....Disastrous?

I had the worst xmas eve ever!!!
Quarrel with my parents,over i'm not being helpful in the shop(they just opened a Organic stuff shop)
which i really tried to help out all i can!!i was so piss that they said i'm not being productive!! which i did! how the hell do u think your shop can b so clean and u got food to eat,and also i kept the kitchen so clean and organized!!!!
My mom was yelling at me at top of her voice,which i can not take it anymore.
So i replied her in a unkind way also,like why is she yelling all da time urrggh!
My dad,like my mom's yelling assistant scolding me too...
all this really made me very heart broken,it's xmas eve....and i get this?
did they ever think twice?b4 u yell at me for being not productive?
How the hell can i help u to sell yr products which i know nothing about?
You guys(my parents) might think it is easy to learn ,coz u guys have been touching these healthy food and product for years!! since i was like standard 3?
I seem unproductive bcoz i cant help to sell? so other than the rest of the things that i did is INVISIBLE to you all??
I forgiven them in my heart,coz it's xmas...
But I really felt so sad...
It was really a traumatic day for me....
Dear God,
Pls don't let it happen ever again,i will pray more often....and go to church more often...i promise...

Sorry to Joanna who came all the way from Kuching to meet in MV,which i couldn't make it bcoz of this stuff that i was facing b4 i left the house...I was super late....
SOrry to Huat HUat,for waiting for me in MV....and still willing to teman me
I really need some1 to accompany me at that time,luckily u were there....

After shopping for xmas pressie in MV....
Went to Christmas Eve mass in my church,then head to The Curve for dinner/so called celebration...kinda boring...
I received some crappy presents....which i seriously obviously wasted too much effort in choosing a nice present for them in return...aarrrgh....i'll think twice next year then...LOL

Suppose to watch movie after that, movie's at 12:40am Transporter,which me n noel did not make it...due to some unwanted reason,aarrrgh!!damn those parking chips...my fren left her chip in my handbag...we have to go all the way back to the curve,ok...why izit so troublesome? hello???xmas eve?? countdown n par-tay?!? it's chaotic and damn jam u know!!and there....no movies....

then me n noel argued too, AGAIN!! (but we were ok after that)
TWO arguments in A DAY?!??
I was seriously depress that day...
I prayed to God,and said sorry for bothering HIM bout my fussy problem in His glorious day...really sorry...=(

The Date Before Christmas

Had a nice night out with my dearest...
it was our postpone anniversary celebration, 18dec to 19dec....
due to the Jingle Bell Partay that was held at my ss2 crib...it was unavoidable...
ahhh...i was so worried noel would get upset bout dis,but luckily he did not....sweet ^^ alleluia!!!!

so here's some pic we took at the curve...i always lurve the street....nvr feel sien
dunno izit bcoz of the bazaar that they have or izit bcoz it always look so cozy n romantic at night?? some might say i go there bcoz of the bazaar....LOL!!!
but i can tell u mostly is bcoz of the FOOOD....nyak nyak nyak...=P




In the car....on the way....


Italiannies....waiting for the foooooddd to come,i din eat lunch uno...u can imagine how hungry am I....




Aiks,was caught cam-whoring....candid
as u can see the food was only half way eaten....i already start to snap pics...narcissus me



So..i dragged someone along to ''zi lian'' with me....
not gonna post the rest or else his gonna b 'less happy'...







I notice he was staring at me ....so i decided to feed him....




cute ain't it....?

yeepie yay.....dis is my pressie...he knows wat i like....

testing testing 123...

Well,not gonna say much...it is not my first blog
not gonna tell u where's my old blog.

It's private and toxicating,nothing proud to show(i've bury it,with no tears or wat so ever)
And then again,this will be my place to blood out stuff that i want to tell and "not tell"...sshhh

this is my somewhat 'burden bag' which is very powerfull and invisible,coz it'll nvr burst or over-carry my 'burdens'...

a place where i can let go,so that hopefully my life will be easier or lighter...Alleluiah!