Xmas Eve....Disastrous?

I had the worst xmas eve ever!!!
Quarrel with my parents,over i'm not being helpful in the shop(they just opened a Organic stuff shop)
which i really tried to help out all i can!!i was so piss that they said i'm not being productive!! which i did! how the hell do u think your shop can b so clean and u got food to eat,and also i kept the kitchen so clean and organized!!!!
My mom was yelling at me at top of her voice,which i can not take it anymore.
So i replied her in a unkind way also,like why is she yelling all da time urrggh!
My dad,like my mom's yelling assistant scolding me too...
all this really made me very heart broken,it's xmas eve....and i get this?
did they ever think twice?b4 u yell at me for being not productive?
How the hell can i help u to sell yr products which i know nothing about?
You guys(my parents) might think it is easy to learn ,coz u guys have been touching these healthy food and product for years!! since i was like standard 3?
I seem unproductive bcoz i cant help to sell? so other than the rest of the things that i did is INVISIBLE to you all??
I forgiven them in my heart,coz it's xmas...
But I really felt so sad...
It was really a traumatic day for me....
Dear God,
Pls don't let it happen ever again,i will pray more often....and go to church more often...i promise...

Sorry to Joanna who came all the way from Kuching to meet in MV,which i couldn't make it bcoz of this stuff that i was facing b4 i left the house...I was super late....
SOrry to Huat HUat,for waiting for me in MV....and still willing to teman me
I really need some1 to accompany me at that time,luckily u were there....

After shopping for xmas pressie in MV....
Went to Christmas Eve mass in my church,then head to The Curve for dinner/so called celebration...kinda boring...
I received some crappy presents....which i seriously obviously wasted too much effort in choosing a nice present for them in return...aarrrgh....i'll think twice next year then...LOL

Suppose to watch movie after that, movie's at 12:40am Transporter,which me n noel did not make it...due to some unwanted reason,aarrrgh!!damn those parking chips...my fren left her chip in my handbag...we have to go all the way back to the curve,ok...why izit so troublesome? hello???xmas eve?? countdown n par-tay?!? it's chaotic and damn jam u know!!and there....no movies....

then me n noel argued too, AGAIN!! (but we were ok after that)
TWO arguments in A DAY?!??
I was seriously depress that day...
I prayed to God,and said sorry for bothering HIM bout my fussy problem in His glorious day...really sorry...=(